"It’s kinda sad isn’t it?
That someone could hurt you so much that you have to write about it."
I took a nap and I had a dream and for some reason the Doctor was in it and I think I find Peter Capaldi attractive?
I would change so much of myself (excluding appearance) if it meant that he’d want to be with me. I know that’s horrible, but I feel so many things for him and can’t imagine how I’d deal with him not being in my life the way he is.
SO MANY THINGS REMIND ME OF HIM AND I CAN’T FUCKING HANDLE IT BECAUSE IT’S THE LITTLEST THINGS AND IT’S KILLING ME